heyy ppl sorry for not blogging for a WHOLE ENTIRE 5 months!!! OMG! first of all i am in SRJC, if you all still didnt know and i am in ROCMOC (rock climbing)! anyways life is really really tough nowadays i am still amazingly holding on, i feel so bad to neglect all my sec sch friends for JC, and i really really miss them so so muchh! D: mid years are in 2 weeks time and i haven started studying yet, i have lots to do yet i am just so unwilling.
i also just got my lappy a week ago as my birthday gift from my parents luhh! and i celebrated my birthday with my JC friends and ROCMOC friends! but i really rather celebrate it with my sec sch friends and my family D:
anyway its no time to regret now. for making this choice to come to a not so awesome JC and to suffer. i just hope i call pull through all these and not to lose my REAL SELF in the process. i really hope all my sec sch besties will not leave me too or else i will really really give up on doing all this SHIT. FOR SURE.
anyway, its been a very unhappy year so far for me and i hope things do not get worst.
P.S: i just finished my PI and i got my project work grouping already. i ho-pe life is NOT GOING TO GET TOUGHER.
P.P.S: i really wanna go back to my sec sch life, i really want to, like seriously. and i want to be able to talk to all my besties like there is no tomorrow, and to ramble all i want and that they will bring me and push me through all this SHIT. i REALLY MISS ALL OF YOU.
and you do not know how much i mean it. I REALLY REALLY NEED ALL OF YOU. DD:
*typing all this is making me cry again. everything is killing me. someone pull me out of this soon and put me back on track.
goodnight ppl, i will blog to ramble for sure cause this IS the ONLY way.
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