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Wednesday, August 19, 2009
this post is full of vulgarities. dont blame me.

i am like fucking upset with my results. i got a B4 & a merit for my Chinese. i really did my best & studied to my fullest. & yet, this is what i get, i m fcuking pissed. i realise that 好人没有人没有好报. some random ppl can just skip the studying part and does random pick during examination and can still get an A2 for Chinese? are kidding me? someone that doesnt even speak Chinese getting an A2? can you imagine how unfair this is? i freaking studied so hard for Chinese and yet what happens? i got a stupid B4 & an idiotic Merit for my oral.
what kind of logic is that? bragging half his life. going everything through luck & natural intelligence. & yet he still gets to led a wondrous life full of good results, praises & whats more? good school, tons praises, bright future, a life without restriction?
yet here i m suffering all the stress that i cannot even manage and terrible results even with maximum effort? comparison with other ppl of not even my standard? discouragement instead of encouragement? millions of restriction to even count? the amount of ppl that look down on me? the amount of misunderstanding caused?
i have suffered all these for years now, i have suffered without even uttering a word. bottled everything inside me, isnt that enough? this is one of the most important years in my life. cant it just be better & not worst?

whatever it is. if it is my fate that i have to suffer so much. then i shall go against it. never to surrender until the day when i really cannot take it. thats it.

in conclusion,
to this fcuking person below:
TEO ZHI YING,
you fcuking watch your back. one day when i excel you, you fcuking dont regret. & i swear i will make you suffer for what i suffered for. & i swear i will excel you in o levels or else i m not LIM YIHUI. clear enough? & when that time comes, your that will lose his face to my dad & you will die & suffer in my command. that is what you will fcuking get for making me suffer. so what if you are smarter then me? it doesnt mean i cannot excel you. i will & i can excel you. the day when your torture starts dont come begging to me.
we'll see about that.

P.S : even though this set back has cause me to be super upset, but, i will not give up. & i hope tomorrow's music elective test will go fine & today's english oral will also be alright i tried my best & did my best.

4:00 PM




LOOKING AT THE RAINBOW
waiting for the next winter.
THAT GIRL

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i m YIHUI 임의혜 (pronouce as :Im Ui-hye), i have a very chaotic brain! (: i am studying in Hougang Secondary School Serangoon Junior College. i may not be nice to you at first but you'll see (: when i m crazy you will be crazy WITH me! so enjoy my madness! i m a superr big fan of korean stuff like their dramas, songs & movies! 30.04.1993 is the day and is currently 17 and a percussionist in Hs wind Symphony! (: Climber in SRJC ROCMOC. i will forever remember and love Hs Percussionist '06!♥

oh ya i forgot! i m a swimmer and swimming is totally my life! if i dont swim i will die. and i mean it!♥

lastly, i love the winter truckloads and i miss it alot!♥

last lastly, i lovee food! nothing but food!♥

even though i am not in HS and not in band anymore, i feel that i am still there, and i will NEVER forget what i enjoyed there NEVER EVER. i appreciated how much i live my life there, more then how i life now. I LONGED TO GO BACK SO MUCH.

♥♥♥
어이! 이건 내 블로그입니다!
당신이 날 사랑하면 날 알지!
나를 알고 있고 당신이 날 사랑한다 (:
환호! 환호!

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-SEO IN YOUNG♥
-SE7EN♥♥♥
-CROWN J♥
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ACTORS!/ACTRESS!
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-JOE CHENG
-LEE DA HAE
-KIM BUM♥♥♥
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BANDS!
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TEMPTATIONS


health for all my love ones
must get good results
dont fail any of my subjects
dont let parents down anymore
study hard and go to a good JC
survive JC life
get into NUS (Law or Medicine)
survive the JC orientation ALONE
go korea
go korea again!!
go Busan and Daegu, South korea!!!!
free and easy trip to korea (:
shopping trip in dongdaemun (:
go back to mt sorak (:
go back to jeju island :D
go back to yongpyong for skiing ((:
learn advance korean language *definately doing it after Os :D
speak korean fluently :DD
read and write Hangul :D
go to thailand again!
go overseas trip with friends!! (:
go to thailand trip with the band


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1% OF ANYTHING (DRAMA)
18 VS 29 (DRAMA)
MACKEREL RUN! (DRAMA)
DRAMA CITY - WHAT SHOULD I DO? (DRAMA)
STAR'S ECHO PART 1 (DRAMA)
STAR'S ECHO PART 2 (DRAMA)
HANA KIMI JAPAN VERSION(DRAMA)
TIME BETWEEN DOG AND WOLF (DRAMA)
ILJIMAE (DRAMA)
BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS (DRAMA)
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THE KING AND THE CLOWN (MOVIE)
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THE WORST GUY EVER (MOVIE)
OH HAPPY DAY (MOVIE)
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200 POUND BEAUTY (MOVIE)
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MY LITTLE BRIDE (MOVIE)
MARRYING THE MAFIA (MOVIE)
MARRYING THE MAFIA 2 (MOVIE)
MARRYING THE MAFIA 3 (MOVIE)
FLY DADDY PART 1 (MOVIE)
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MY WIFE IS A GANGSTER (MOVIE)
MY WIFE IS A GANGSTER 2 (MOVIE)
MY WIFE IS A GANGSTER 3 (MOVIE)
SPEED SCANDAL (MOVIE)
I LIKE IT HOT (MOVIE)
MY TUTOR FRIEND (MOVIE)
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MY BOYFRIEND IS TYPE B (MOVIE)
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100 DAYS WITH MR ARROGANT (MOVIE)
A MILLIONAIRE'S FIRST LOVE (MOVIE)
ATTACK ON THE PIN-UP BOYS (MOVIE)
THE BEAST AND THE BEAUTY (MOVIE)
FLYING BOYS PART 1 (MOVIE)
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